So, I officially conclude the fact that I’m a hopeless bastard. I don’t have the mentality of a professional and I’m doomed.
Actually I’m not totally sure about that, but I was in no mood to study for my computers exam. Quite honestly, its like the math of high school; How the hell do you study for it? So I decided not to. And watched Spike Video Game Awards 2008 instead. Was it totally worth it? I guess? haha. I only left one question blank because well, its the only thing I didn’t know about -> sorting. Never paid any attention to it in Java, nor in C. So I guess that kind of screwed me over in the long run. Whatevs, I feel so careless right now, I just want this to end. And with that said, Calc left on Thursday. I’m going to try to enjoy every bit of it… Let’s end things with a bang, shall we? 
I actually think I should’ve just went in for mathematics program instead. I feel so much more enthusiastic to study for math more so than any other course. If I try out a single question in calculus, that gets followed by a whole section doing practices questions so I understand everything. Somethings are just so weird like that. Not that I’m saying I hate engineering, but I obviously do not love it as much as being in Mathematics. But the status of being an engineer sure feels rewarding for some odd reason. Eh, perks. Go figure.
As I mentioned earlier I was watching Spike VGA 2008 last night, instead of studying, and was shocked by the outcome of things, mostly the GOTY and indie award. First off, how on earth is GTA4 GOTY? Sure it has a little bit of everything for everyone, with a story line and sandbox concept to tie it all up but, it feels so loose. Compared to an epic like Metal Gear Solid 4, honest to god, GTA4 does not deserve it. Also, Braid? Really? Honestly? No. Audiosurf dammit. GRRRRRRRRRRR. So yeah I’m not so content about the results. But I’m just glad Fallout3 did not get GOTY. Its such an overrated game. Troof.
I’m in somewhat of a bitchy mood right now. Not really sure why. Maybe its because of my incompetence in life. I mean really, its either I don’t study hard enough for these exams or I’m just retarded. I’m leaning more towards the latter. I’m not that pissed about my exams. Only algebra. Because its a math. Yupp, bun the rest.
I’m going to get my ass down to library tomorrow and will study my ass off.
Agenda? Finish summarizing theories and formula sheet. then finish chapters 4-6. Hopefully I’ll finish. Then for Wednesday, finish 7 and go over everything else. With the exam being at 2pm, I’m debating whether I should get a long rest or just wake up early and study more. I’m leaning more towards the former. Sleep is good.
Boy I wish I got my OSAP funds already, that Archos would be fun to fidget around with. And to replace my yucky keyboard… *shudder*.
